Praying... Just asking God for a little guidance. Prayer is a wonderful thing. Such calming therapy.

I'm exhausted. Most of the morning was a blur. I had very little sleep. Didn't end up falling asleep until after midnight and then woke up at 5 something AM. My kids did an awesome job getting ready this morning. They did it all by themselves and they looked perfect and were ready right on time. I was a total grouch when I woke up this morning and instead of telling them how awesome they were; I got all snappy at them and was acting like I was annoyed from them just talking to me. I can be such a bitch sometimes. As soon as I pick them up this afternoon I'm going to make sure I tell them just how awesome they are and apologize. I'm always nagging my husband about how grouchy he is and here I am doing the same thing.
...back to work. There are bills to pay. Darn it!!!

Laying in bed hoping to fall asleep soon. I'm so tired, but just can't fall asleep. I ate - ate and over ate before going to bed. Why am I in such a damn funk!!??? I'm so annoyed with myself!! :(

I try not to be too judgmental, but this Casey Anthony thing is ridiculous!! The woman is out partying while her child is missing. GUILTY!!!!!!

This afternoon I'm a couch potato. Ate a super yummy steak quesadillas. JJ and Jos had breakfast for dinner and CJ had hotdogs. There's a bunch of stuff I could be doing around the house but I'm just not in the mood. I'm feeling a little down today, but I'm not sure why. :( Jos has already retired to the room and the boys are taking baths and getting ready for bed. Maybe JJ will stay up and watch the voice and SUTUCD with me....

Lunch break. On the way to the dollar store. That will never make it on real housewives of Lala Land. Lala land wives would file for bankruptcy before shopping at the dollar store. Was that mean? Sorry. Me, I'm going in and shopping to my heart's desire!! :)

Every day life...: Kind of late for a post, but it's been a busy morn...

Every day life...: Kind of late for a post, but it's been a busy morn...: "Kind of late for a post, but it's been a busy morning. Woke up at 6. Made some coffee, ironed Jos'(my husband) clothes for work. Cleaned the..."

Kind of late for a post, but it's been a busy morning. Woke up at 6. Made some coffee, ironed Jos'(my husband) clothes for work. Cleaned the kitchen - counters, dishes and floor. Got ready for work and as usual time crept up on my and we had to rush out the door. Left the boys at camp... where I found out there was some misunderstanding the day before about some kid threatening to kill my 9 year old. Like, what the ****?! So apparently the kid never did, some girl just made it up to be funny. Seriously? How is that funny? Got to work and have been busy all morning. I'm seriously on a mission to infuse life back into this job. it's become so robotic and unfulfilling...

My hubby and 8 yr old are already sleeping. Doing some laundry while watching the Voice with my 9 yr old. You know what? Life is pretty good!! :)

So yeah, I fried and ate. :( I'm never going to lose those 20 lbs B4 my trip to PR. I guess I can burn a few calories while I clean the house. Doesn't being a real world housewife sound exciting? Maybe that's why they don't follow me around with cameras. I guess Lala Land housewives make for better tv.

Picked the kids up from camp. All went well with the pool field trip. He was so funny. He's like "they made me waste 30 mts on some safety class". I'm so happy they did that! :) I got to the house and practically had to force them to go take a bath. Now what to make for dinner. I'm probably Going to fry something...? Cooking is not my strong suit. Really don't like it either, but they have to eat. I just had 2 donuts and Pepsi, so I don't need dinner... Don't judge...

Lunch break. Did a super intense prayer for my boys. They are at summer camp...8 and 9, but I still have separation anxiety!! My youngest has a field trip to the pool today. They know how to swim, but still it freaks me out them being at a pool without my husband or me. No one will watch and take better care of them than we will. God, in Jesus name, I beg of you to please keep them safe and away from all harm. Thank you, Lord! I love you.

Now I'm at work...I'll be here for the next 8 hours... Why?! It's not that bad. It pays the bills. I do get to work from home every so often, that's a plus! So off to sell some plastic - not the greenest job, but what can you do? Back to my point...why don't reality TV camaras film this excitement? Whatever!

Got the kids 2 school. Running late... my hair took longer than I thought this morning. Had go back to the house. Left the coffee pot on... Great!

A real heousewife in the real world....

Get up at 530 AM... My husband is a freakin' morning person. My hair's a mess and I have crud in my eyes... Unlike the housewives of the Lala Land world who always look perfect. I set out my husband's clothes for work, even iron his shirt, and make him coffee. Now I'm off to get the boys things ready for camp. Their clothes is already set out. I did it last night before I went to bed.

Ashley gets played again...

...not!!! Good job girl! William, so cute, but what a baby. Go home, grow up and come back in 10 years.